In life, ALLAH doesn't give you the person you want, instead he gives you the person you need... to love you... hurt you and teach you the real meaning of life... =)

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Semanis Senyuman

Pendakap gigi atau nama saintifiknya, orthodontic braces atau brakets digunakan dalam bidang pergigian untuk membantu membentuk semula permukaan gigi yg tidak rata.


Pendakap gigi ni fungsinya untuk memperbetulkan susunan gigi yg tidak rata supaya menjadi lebih selari. Nak pakai pendakap gigi ni memerlukan banyak persediaan dari segi fizikal mahupun mental.


Dari segi fizikal, orang mungkin akn nmpak kte ni pelik cket sbb gigi kte nmpak lain dari yang lain. Kite juga mungkin akan sedikit sebanyak mendapat perhatian orang bila bercakap yg mngkin ada sesetengahnya akan merenung kte dgn penuh minat. Tapi xpe, sy xkisah, sy suka =) ...


Dari segi mental, memakai pendakap gigi ni kte akan rasa sakit dan susah especially bile tyme nk makan tapi untuk tempoh seminggu dua jela. Hanya bubur dan makanan yg lembut saje yg sesuai untuk tempoh tersebut. Jadi pd sesapa yg nk kurus boleh la cuba cara ni di samping akan mendapat gigi yg cantik.


Tapi kenapa sy tetiba berminat and rajin buat research and tulis pasal braces ni? Kalo diikutkan, benda yg pling sy takut sekali dalam hidup sy adalah brjumpa dgn doktor gigi. Dengar je cite pasal dr. gigi badan da mula rasa seram sejuk. Gigi pun mula rasa ngilu.


Tapi oh tapi, disebabkan keinginan yg kuat untuk mendapatkan gigi yg cantik dan teratur disamping faktor masalah kesihatan sy terpaksa memberanikan diri jugak untuk berhadapan dgn dr. gigi.




One of my idol, Misha Omar. Even pakai braces, tp dy still look sweet kn...


* Pasni bolehla sy senyum lebar2 and jadi model iklan colgate or masuk ujibakat gadis melayu...;p

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

you don't deserve me at all


I wish i could be strong enough...


I wish i could take a deep breath...


I wish i could stand on my own feet...


I wish i could lend someone's shoulder...


I wish i could have someone that can wipe my tears away...


I wish i could forget all those bitter past memory even i know it's too hard...


I wish there are no more liars...


I wish there's sunshine waiting for me...



* sangat jiwa kacau, okeh... =(

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Atas Nama Cinta

Dua tiga ari ni mood rasa nk jiwang2 je...

My bestie, which is teman sebilik, teman sekelas, teman bershopping and teman bergosip bagi la saya baca satu dua cerpen about love. Entah kenapa hbs je baca tetibe hati ni rasa sedih+terharu...

Antara part ayat2 yg menarik perhatian saya:-





Tiba-tiba Fazrul mencuit bahuku. Aku menoleh.. Dia tersengih. Aku mengerut dahi. Apa kes ni?

"Kenapa sengih macam kerang busuk, ni?" tanya aku. Fazrul seperti menyembunyikan sesuatu dari aku. Ada something dibelakangnya. "Apa benda kat belakang tu?" tanya aku.
"Tutup la mata.." arah dia.
"Buat apa?" tanya aku balik. Hahaha.. sengaja je cakap camtu. Aku rasa mesti dia nak propose aku!
"Tutup je la.. pleassseee.." pinta dia lagi. Aku mengeluh. Lalu segera menutup mataku. "Ok, bukak.."
Sebaik sahaja aku buka mata.. bermacam-macam perasaan terbit dalam hati aku. Firstly, aku rasa nak terharu. Kedua, aku rasa gembira sangat.
Ketiga, aku rasa nak nangis. And lastly, aku rasa I'm falling in love!!!!
"Will you be my fiancee?" sumpah!
Dengan bunga di tangan, dia propose aku. Bukan start dengan awek dah tapi tunang terus. Dia ni biar benar??
"Awak ok ke, Fazrul?" tanya aku tidak percaya.
"Saya dalam keadaan waras, sayang.." jawab dia. Aku ketawa. Memang this is the moment yang aku tak boleh lupa.
Bus Stand; Destinasi Cinta Kita by Wanie's Novel and Cerpen

Ouchh! sangat romantis... so sweet, kan ? =)
Jujur, hati wanita sgt lembut and rapuh. Wanita mudah tersentuh lebih2 lagi if guy yg dy syg tu bt sumting yg langsung tak tercapai di akalnya...
And wanita sgt2 menginginkan setiap hubungan tu berakhir dgn ikatan yg sah. Means serious relationship...
J
ust wondering ada ke lagi guy macam ni di akhir2 zaman ni...
Tepuk dada tanya selera... =)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

" hEpy hEpy swEet 22 ! "

Hepy burfday to me!

Bertambah 1 lagi angka pd umurku tp sy masih muda lagi, okeh. huhu...

I wish to be more matured, have a great year ahead, become more lovely and more successful in my life...=)

Tanx to my dear bestie and my lovely classmate yg susah2 arrange surprise burfday party specially for me...

Saya sgt2 teruja and terharu...=(

Tanx babe! lov u ollz!

To my dear papa and mama terima kasih x terhingga coz da 22 tahun besarkan saya walaupun kdg2 sy sgt nakal and suka bt papa and mama marah. But truly deeply in my heart sy sgt sygkn korang. Korang sgt sporting and u guyss are de bez parents i ever had...

To my lovely sister, little brother n little sister thank you so much for de wishes. Really mish u ollz. Jangan lupe bg hadiah besar2 nt, okeh. huhu...

Okay, here are some photos of de celebration...

Let these pic do all de talking...=)



hepy burfday alynna!



make a wish gurl...



sayangnye nk potong kek yg chumel nie...;P



me with my great bestie. frenz forever, okay. =)



tanx my darlingsss!


And these are some present that i get from someone that i love...=)



this is mr.bean. sgt chumel and surely i will hug him everytime i sleep. tanx nurul!



from my new fren in dungun...tanx te' and asma!



ini miss pinky yg sgt cute. even kite da x contact2 tp sy akn jg dy dgn baek. tanx him!


okay, diz is not my besday present but it is from sumone that used to be special in my life previously. i still kept this ring with me and even until now jari i xmuat pn ag nk pkai ring ni =). but it is juz okay. honestly, i da pon maafkan 'u'. tanx 4 de wish. let bygones be bygones, okay? =)


* heal the past, live the present and dream the future...=)

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Gedix Gedix Sunday

Snap snap snap...

Location is everywhere...

Jadi terhasil la pic2 seperti berikut...

Sebelum ke kelas:-




selepas mencalitkan sedikit eyeliner n lipgloss okay, i'm done!


Dalam kereta:-






vroom vroom, 10 minit b4 smpai ke kampus uitm di hatiku.


Dalam library:-




wahh2, rajinkah sy atau buat2 rajin...;p


Dalam kelas:-


pose dulu b4 lect masuk. huhu.



rules yg bru, every hotelier must wear covered shoe.. unlike! =(

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

You give love a bad name

I fell in love with you and then you broke my heart,
I knew never to love a player,
I was wrong from the start,
Loving you was like ripping out my heart…

I refused to look around me and see all the terrible things you were doing to me,
I was in my own world and I didn't see all the trouble you were,
I was deeply in love…

Now that's all ruined, you see,
All because you played me,
You had looks, you had charm,
You were slick with your words,
You knew just what to say…

I was foolish to think we were made for each other,
I always prayed you would never love another,
I wanted us to always be with each other…

Loving a player is one of the hardest things ever,
I have learned a lot from my experiences with you,
My heart was broken into two…

I know now, as I look back on my past,
Dating a player will never last,
So, in my future I'll watch what I do,
I won't date anymore players,
But I'll keep the memory between me and you...






* No more heart broken, no more tears, no more sadness, no more frustrated, no more turning back, it's all about future, peaceful, joy and happiness!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

what goes around comes around

Mungkin ungkapan itu sesuai utk mnggmbarkan pd situasi yg ak hdapi sekarang. Betul kata org, stiap prbuatan yg kte bt xkira even baek ataupun jahat situasi itu akn brbalik jg pd kte. Means, if baek prbuatan kte pd org laen maka baeklah balasannya pd kita n sbaliknya. Tuhan itu maha adil. Yes, i do believe in that.


Penah dulu ak menghampakan perasaan seseorng yg btol2 iklas dgn ak. Ak telah kcewakan ati dy even sbnrnya ak xtaw pon yg dy btol2 menaruh harapan pd ak. Mungkin pd masa itu ak msih blum matang n msih belum boleh mngerti ape itu cinta. Bile ak da kehilangannya, baru la ak sdar ak da kehilangan sumbody yg sgt2 mnghargai ak =(. And skg ak da dpt rsa pe yg dy rsa dulu. Well, itu mgkin hukuman ats pe yg ak telah lakukan trhadapnya dulu.


Tapi tu sume kisah 5 tahun lepas. Ak da xmmpu utk putar blik msa n btolkan keadaan. We need to move on. Hidup harus diteruskan and skrg we become a good fren. Kitorg still contact2. Tapi dy dgn hdp dy and ak dgn hdp ak. Sory for my mistake, and i hope both of us will found our true happiness =).



* Mulakan hari2 mu dgn senyuman seindah suria....=)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Hello Mesramall !

Bangun pagi dgn mood nk release tension sbb gado2 gn my 'b' smalam n also nk hiburkn ati b4 start msuk blaja sem baru...

Spent 1 day shopping2 kt mesramall with my bestie. Tu je shopping complex yg pling dekat dgn ktorg so, memang xde choice =(.

Shopping brg2 dapur, brg sndri2 n brg2 pribadi =).

Perkara wajib msti singgah carlo rino usha2 heels n handbag. How i wish, dpt future husband yg leh bg hantaran drpd brand ini. Err??? Haha...

Habis shopping mkn2 kt fudcourt. Nyum2 my favourite's food, sizzling yee mee...

Sempat beli heels bulan ini...


tq verns....=)